Below are the 4 most recent journal entries recorded in SOLID GOLD's LiveJournal:

Thursday, September 22nd, 2005
10:40 pm	SHIT thats pretty much how i feel. me and the bf broke up, today has been a very down day. i look to people to get my mind off of things. no one really wants to help i guess. people arent texting me back no one wants to or can hang out. either way. im pretty much alone in my house and my feelings are catching up to me now. going out would have helped a lot. so im just going to go to sleep now. (Comment on this)
Monday, September 12th, 2005
12:59 am	i just want to go to sleep... tongiht was so messed up. one of those things you wish you could just redo. i feel like i've lost control on many aspects of my life... like everything is just up in the air. i want to try to control one thing.. my diet, i was looking at past pictures where i was like a few pounds heavier in high school, and i was disgusted with them and threw them all away. i have to stick with this diet, if not.. who knows im gonna end up hating myself. school is horrible, i know i could be doing better, but im lazy or something. i feel like rewinding things a little bit and just starting fresh, i feel like im digging myself into a hole or something. i barely read my sylabus and i have a whole sepeech due tomorrow for mt speech class, i have to do a whole bunch of research and of course i havent done any. i feel like i cant sleep cuz i know i have to do that, but at the same time, i dont feel like even if i tried i could finish... so i guess im just giving up like usual..... (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 31st, 2005
11:48 pm	creepy my house has been making weird noises at night. actually in the day too. its kind of creepy. Current Mood: scared Current Music: glassjaw- piano (1 Comment |Comment on this)
3:16 pm	blah blah blah i had one of these for a while then deleted it. i guess i just thought of starting a new one now. i guess its just because now i have all this free time after quitting my job that i need something to occupy some of my time thats not spending money or eating. im going to end upfat and broke. so anyways... life is good only working 18 hours a week and going to school. me and Ashley are going to the river this weekend. im pretty excited. its going to be so much fun!! ahh. we both work friday and are leaving after we get off and then we are coming back monday night probably. yup yup it should be lots of fun. its mine and my bf's 4 month anniversary tomorrow. haha yay. im gonna miss him this weekend. ok thats all for now i guess. Current Mood: excited Current Music: bloc party (Comment on this)